obsessive compulsive disorder

let me be very frank with u all....
i have a strange disease called obsessive compulsive disorder...
dat too after comin to hyderabad dis disease haz caused a hell a lot of chaos inside me,
to me and coz of me to others also.....i ll tell u clearly wat iz dis disease...itz not kinda of one dat invades u physically...it haz got to do somethin with onez emotions.Emotional struggle iz de worst n soul drainin, one can ever xperience in his life...coz itll not allow u do anythin in a proper way..u ll not be able to liv with it and without it...if u think of sumthin, u keep ur heart n soul in it..u wan it @ any cost..u ll do watever to get it..til u get it u canna do any other thin..it eatz ur whole brain away...diz iz wat is happenin to me...
U may hav come to a conclusuion by now dat dis person is psycho..but dats not de case..some ppl may find dis funny to..but both r rong conclusions...first thin iz dat diz iz not psychik but,on de other hand it makez me behave lik one sometimes..den some may think diz as funny.if u take diz as funny den itz all upto u.....
normally wen i do any work or do anythin lik walkin on de road,travellin,watchin a movie,or playin or doin sumthin dey iz some kinda thinkin goin on, in my subconsious mind..
diz happens to me even durin givin de xams.....till i get over de thought by gettin de end result dat formed de thought i wont even get de sleep...
did ya al get wat de disease means