my bitterest enemy and my best friend

u all may think der are two ppl of which one iz my best friend and de other, my most bitter enemy...but for me both are one and de same.dat person is nothin but SOLITUDE...sumtimes if serves as my best frnd...givin me de peace of mind dat i wan de most with all de happiness and joy for me to enjoy...especially i donot lik to be disturbed wen im in for a long journey....
de same turns against me at de end of de day, wen i hibernate at home after de day iz over,
de same loneliness otherwise solitude haunts me like hell..i have nobody here with whom i can talk anythin..de ppl with whom i m an open book have left me alone here to suffer and have gone to deir favourite destinations..dis loneliness sumtimes gets de devil out of me to make me behave in an odd manner dat many wont understand.........

obsessive compulsive disorder

let me be very frank with u all....
i have a strange disease called obsessive compulsive disorder...
dat too after comin to hyderabad dis disease haz caused a hell a lot of chaos inside me,
to me and coz of me to others also.....i ll tell u clearly wat iz dis disease...itz not kinda of one dat invades u physically...it haz got to do somethin with onez emotions.Emotional struggle iz de worst n soul drainin, one can ever xperience in his life...coz itll not allow u do anythin in a proper way..u ll not be able to liv with it and without it...if u think of sumthin, u keep ur heart n soul in it..u wan it @ any cost..u ll do watever to get it..til u get it u canna do any other thin..it eatz ur whole brain away...diz iz wat is happenin to me...
U may hav come to a conclusuion by now dat dis person is psycho..but dats not de case..some ppl may find dis funny to..but both r rong conclusions...first thin iz dat diz iz not psychik but,on de other hand it makez me behave lik one sometimes..den some may think diz as funny.if u take diz as funny den itz all upto u.....
normally wen i do any work or do anythin lik walkin on de road,travellin,watchin a movie,or playin or doin sumthin dey iz some kinda thinkin goin on, in my subconsious mind..
diz happens to me even durin givin de xams.....till i get over de thought by gettin de end result dat formed de thought i wont even get de sleep...
did ya al get wat de disease means

a new beginning

hullo evrybdy,
to de ppl who do not kno me, let me introduce me to u..
im Badri....actually dis isnt my full name...my full name goez pretty long...
so thought of shortenin it up...coz would b eazy for me introduce myself and for
u all to kno me and remember my name...